Well, I haven't made anyone cry yet. I was always told the "Don't smile until Christmas" axiom but seeing as I started in January I waffled on which was the appropriate Holiday Target -- St. Patrick's? Cinco de Mayo? -- and then inadvertently grinned in front of several students. Caught. Damn.
And I have not been scolded/questioned/brow beaten by any parents yet. In fact, I have not met a single parent from my class's students. Maybe they're as shy as their children are, 'cause no one has come up to the door and said hello. Do they even know what I look like? Do they even know their kids have a new teacher? I was so hoping for a welcome basket full of lumpia...
No rebukes either from Administration or Veteran Colleagues, yet. A lot of the things I thought I was probably not doing right turns out eh, that'll work, that's just fine, keep doing what you think is working and needs to be done. Which leads me to believe either they have complete confidence in my education, training, and experience, or...
Oh my God I could be painting the children purple in here, people!! No, that would leave visible evidence -- I could be teaching them Communism, Fascism, Environmentalism! Endless debates on the Hall of Fame merits of Fred McGriff! Plagiarized power points on the sexual appetites of polar bears, retired autoworkers, or country music stars! We could be watching "Sanford & Son" in there and no one would ever poke a head in the door to find out! No wonder our kids are all screwed up, no one cares what or how the teachers teach 'em!!!
Unless of course, they
know I'm doing a good job. Because of the hidden cameras...